Eulogy - again.

Finally its been a good thing to question - love.

Since my dark ages - love - has taught me a spiraling perfect symmetry semi-ended particular; sincere labyrinth.

I believe for some reason, God create 'love' for human to keep investigate their heart.

In such phenomenon, our school of thought denied the plagiarism encrypt under our mind.

So we keep seeing the word of love through the dimension project by others.

Its beautiful to see others - don't understand on how they capitalized and paralyzed by these verbal crunch of tech-gizmo - philanthropist.

My eulogy is simple - we can opt to be so sceptic and old school - hypocrite others and feel the feeling.

But most feeling - as we conjunct above - if hijacked by our supersonic plagiarism id and superego unconscious mind - love is just as love we were taught by others.

My version of others is; orientalist.

Love is about getting naked and transparenting the truth. (if words tranparenting is consider as a word)

Love is all nothing but question. Not taqleed.

Indoors

Finally, it's over.

Check your posses, do you listening?

Others 'gaffe' and 'faux pas'

Sometimes we lost track in our smooth path.

Sometimes we face a lift in fast moving train of time machine.

Sometimes we beg to come back where we should be.

Some in times, God paint great structure of concrete called architectural dementia - just to remind us - that our canvas of life is so thin - anything can happen.

Because time is so short, and we do keep doing sins, should we cycle our interlude phase of interval 'taubat'?

Wrongdoings is everywhere.

Every single angle moment of time, we keep paranoid of others mistakes.

And do nothing about our 'gaffe' and 'faux pas'.

And keep on praying 'taubat' when maghreeb prayer comes.

What about your pace right now?

Someone suddenly ask me this;

How about your reading pace right now?

How many books do you read in a week?

This man really shock me. It's been a year since I've been counting my days on a book.

How on earth can I elapsed this focal weight in daily rupture? Since I am reading too slow right now, select purely on my static paradigm, it will shift my thoughts.

Pace is about seeing the world without time. So reading is a group activity caused by unidentified isle of mind.

I have to keep up my pace into a super-normal phase right now so that I could travelled as far as I should.

This December is very crucial for me, I have no time to waste as my target is not reachable yet.

To read and write again, hope to feel better and normal again tomorrow, after a year.